may 2006 anno domini
www.fabshadow.com  thru a poetic door  aleksandar sajin  gordon walmsley

 >       version  #  one    [ curtains and mind ]work in progress

 

of magical incandescence
                        stunned shadows
                      poetically struck
                        white wing
                   come to me inside
             mind’s telepathy trace
translucent Catalonian bride
            sketches of her veiled tears
       phantom sister  
    
      

 

inside the belly of a moon
when he thought of her it was a photograph

of her
disappearing in a boat, upright, standing
glide over the ghostly waters
fog engulfed

with the endlessness of predetermination all around
her vesseled desires

reckless, wasted
desire
terrible moon

    rich man   privileged man
caged bird
enjoy your morsel of love
         fed by hand
clean bird  cozy bird   faked life
               pity you

wild bird
starving friend  cold friend
                     be brave
            yours is the wisdom
your food is from the bosom of life
          which you take

 

that crushed moment
     energy compacted
then released  your birth
     Venezia
motherload
     sensuous bride
erotic snarl lagoon

 

power
cold fire expelled from your loin
                belie disquiet
dismembered
                pulses racing
willing to live
                      enter the area boys
hungry

 

Poetry is not subject matter. It is a medium. As color to a painter, as stone to a sculptor. Camera to a photographer, utensils for handymen, money for  businessmen, an academic degree to an academic. Poetry is vehicle of expression for certain ideas, usually arcane, not an end product. It is an expression of movement, chance and continuity. Details of structure. The big picture. Signs. Mindprints. A language of life.  

 

Predator, prey or mate? The difference is so amazingly subtle. The outcome of engagement so utterly different. For you as an individual.

 

 

alone i write      
among savages

 

 

to the world, the end result is the same  the world is always right  you are just a moving piece of material destined  at some point in time and space  to stop moving

 

 from inertia  thru movement  to inertia
   in between you can scream all you like
you belong to me
         you belong to the world

                           thru kyhber space we rode
on vehicles of steel
     our lady of tora bora
veil of roses scream in her wake      
      ideas  shattering all around us
matter and antimatter disintegrate
transform and reinvent joy
                death arriving  still uninvited  enthused
leave us emptied   full of nothing  fossilized in ecstasy
                celebrating the void

celebrating the void
the poet knows
having been there    
the poet arrives saturated
still longing for that embrace   
exhausted and hungry
guarding the invaluable treasure
cut from within the scream
zealously detached
impregnated
vengeful
gone
when a breaking smile seeps thru our mutual atmosphere

our clouded nuclear presence       

when a breaking smile seeps thru our mutual atmosphere
our clouded nuclear presence       
sinister movements below
penetrate a desire
nurtured
by secrets         
war  is murder

war  is murder
omaha beach party
 mid forties
 mad forties
we leave the boats crying
  sand draws our blood
mouth gaping for air
 eye transfixed at eternity
bullets rip thru flesh
 my flesh
returning to the maker
 that which was lent
time  is on our side
 and
little do we know
 sand  endless sand
memory fallen apart
 frozen tears
trauma
survival
lucky to be here
this crucial battle

variations
on a recurring theme
there is a black girl
the black girl
cut from the erogenous rock
 and the academic
  dedicated worker among intellectuality
enslaved within tunnels      
  the digestive system of collective mind
keeping dreamtime alive      along a line       sewn
awareness
cognizant lizard

it is the mightiest river
unsung heroes poets and poetesses   scouring for space
the garden of mute noise
 roaring from repressed incompleteness
 to lend their impatient voice
as to complete the incomplete
lost threads in an afghan carpet
drops her comb slowly
watching my face closely  
debris everywhere  
gaza sunset page turned  someone coughs  dogs barking in the distance  mind trails
the lid has come off

the lid has come off

                          deep green door in the woods
       memory recalling mon amour
                 the clear blue water of lake gungsweega
reflecting a sky with no end
burning epitaph        
          your eyes tell me to live

word leaves the mouth in silence
a storm is brewing
the shore connecting our mind
caravaggio died here alone
surrounded by trillions of units of sand and water

galactic proportions within
sombrero
beautiful path
greetings on a rainy day
sunshine catching leaves by surprise
this is the fire my father built
when crossing into that terrible white
night
kindling spirit
chemical substance
footprints
lines thru your skin arriving

skeletal canyon
inhospitable place
humans the story homo sapiens sapiens
consciousness with awareness scenery r g b
djellaba music green tea in silver pots scent woman
the evil gender the wicked sex
 dancing towards the flame mesmerized
motion in all its brutal authenticity
light mingling with gravity to create pain blessed
the buck stops here
poetry and jazz soul language warmth
erratic barcelona
sultry and dangerously delicious
u arrive in the morning with the night flowing behind u and your eyes
like hair long black hair evocative
chechnya blast
suffering is the way you enact
physical graffiti out to lunch gone fishing
a stage is set for the performer
performance suite with desert
ensemble symphonic table for two to go

its all in your head
    everything
 life
as you think you know it
        travels thru your mind
         like a river with no end
            you are in a boat
negotiating that river

     sand carpet
stretches
beyond palpability  invading
any cavity and
lunge within range  flesh
and water surrender meekly  thru mandala
                              eyes  the desert arrives

i carry time
 in my head
 words
wrought from stone
 history
and nature entwined
 time
 and space song
enter the area boys  hungry
the picture painting itself
is seen thru words

body and water
body in light
inside
perception   made

pieces of sun
strewn
         meticulously

time is in my head
the beating of my own heart
scares me

i am a painter
my rage is authentic

heaven
             pouring its gray suit
above the lakes

  surface
   tremble
tear
     vermeer
while sighs from life’s coat
resurrect

crucified spirit
    death by family
slow
     no mercy

can’t feel the rain

syracusa
enter
              our sepulchered
mind

the sea is calm
and growing
calmer          

wasted
     leaves in autumnal
lethargy   

                               tyme                         heaven

It was a blazing summers morn. The sweltering silence of midair, in time echoing into apostolic virgin remnant shadows, was awoken by the swishing of wings, as a lone black swan leapt into flight, taking off from the watery mirror of Lake Gungsweega, making a sharp U turn over the top of a giant palm tree and disappearing into the blue of southern sky, contemptuous of our minute priorities. Welcome to the fourth dimension

Scrap mountain

your shadows stumble across waste and secretion
                            bandaged bodies  trailing
                                               debris crawling
                                           you support two families
begging

sapiens  when will you realize  we are all one

when poverty is ur only companion
disease ur closest kin          
      dying will be ur most faithful lover
yet  life   shines thru ur vigilant eyes
rampant savage melancholic murmur
    u run back to me in the street

     friend

     smiling

            passionate

daze with kirsten
ancient
auburn
shadow
of some remnant
vulnerability

compared to thee
a summers day
feels wasted

cynical love lines
appear
in your face
like beacons of
our past
screaming

here
more and more

Cézanne
                  I am its consciousness. The landscape thinks itself through me

temple of molten light over the water
warped sun leaving our grave
i pass thru the tunnel blessing
the other side open crimson light detonate
cascading calmly over autumnal bloom
angry gold gush from windows
of buildings lining the lake
my mind fills with your mind
caribbean café
mellow eyes
clear scintillating surf
 earth story
a sun up
frightened eyes
blue haze dream
of yellow
lips on dawn reggae
base
carib fire
 mask
reason awash on salt
pictures
i know where is
 your load
on this second flow
reality
flying train
 reaper
basalt feel
god wheel
carry high
traveler
on gungsWeega  an island of birds float in
mysteriously evergreen surroundings out of time   daphne
and now the sun is setting with breathless
moon rising across organic buildings hugging the lake
glowing ember-like windows
illuminated    cabo verde mon amour  

art
is catching the act
of birthing collective consciousness
 frozen in real time

Jessica 2005
sex kitten
softly gilded dream
tearless, breathing and unaware
bathed in yellow purple flora upon water
attract savagely the mind of masculine innocence
leave us filled   dazed

intelligent Darwinism
there is no such thing as randomness
in evolution
but there is natural selection
survival of the able
therefore it goes without saying
natural selection is predetermined
intelligent Design
God and Science

as in the words  Father
your will, not mine

Jessica 2004

her wild flesh is honey   ivory ghost 

i crush my berries on your white satin horse
jessicca baybeee  
        for a magic while

thunder along a highway bleeding morrison
and jessica
the heart on your left breast
cries mary

          angelic motherload erotic snarl
            planet spew body vicious curve
             whiplash mutation pendulum
          your devouring scream seethe a crocodile luster
          the mind of ages tear
woman   other being

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